So, I should really catch my readers up to speed on my recent progress…or lack thereof. Do I even have any readers? If I don’t then I’ll just note my treatments as a way of recording.
Treatments:
a. Clomid 50mg--Bust!
b. Clomid 100mg--Bust!
c. Clomid 150mg--Bust!
d. Femara 2.5mg--Bust!
e. Femara 5mg--O'd CD17--???
I'm in a current state of waiting. I am trying to direct my mind in any area or idea that will draw myself away from dwelling. I am no longer in the mood to dwell and wish upon stars. Striving to be focused on a higher power, a bigger being than myself, a God. Lord, I need the mountains to be moved in my womb. I need and depend on the Faith that will get me through the rain showers in my heart. Heal me Heavenly Father! You know the desires of my heart...the aching of my soul...my needs...
I am ridding myself of soda, cookies, candy, sugars, cakes, oh how the list goes on...I know that controlling my food intake isn't going to change alot, but I need just the focus on something that I can control. It's hard on a person to contantly be in a state of uncontrol.
I thought about this last night...getting rid of every posession I owned just to be able to hold my own baby for a minute. I can just imagine the joy I'd be feeling. My heart would swell with love and pride. Oh, how glorious it would be to know the outcome of the future. Lord, hold me, for I am weary and tried. I've walked down this path to the point of stumbling every third step. Infertility is a difficult and rocky road. When will it be over?
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Don’t think of anything else just contact priest eka and purchase some of his herbal medication and your depression will go away. This was my state of mind when my doctor told me that i will not be able to concieve due to the Fibroid that was rolling in my family life and when i decide to reach out to the priest, and the priest told me what to do in other to get the medication. Eventually I receive all the Herbal medications that cure my Fibroid and give me the chance to become a proud mother: Eka is a great spiritualist, He did it for me, you can contact Eka on (dreka14demons@gmail.com). If you are suffering from the following gynecology disease::
1. Fibroid, Asthma, All STD, sinus infection
2.High Blood Pressure (herbs to reduce your BP within 7days)
3. Infection, regular body pains (yeast infection),urine tract infection.
4. Blockage from the fallopian Tube
5. Cyst from the ovaries
6. Unpleasant smell from the virginal, virginal itching
7. Irregular menstruation
8. Weakness of the penis (not able to have sex with your partner or inability to satisfy your partner sexually)
9. Watering sperm (low sperm count) not able to get woman pregnant.
10. Infertility for easy Conception.......
11. Skin diseases, Toilet infection and bad body odor…….Etc..
Simply contact the spiritualist DrEka on (dreka14demons@gmail.com) to get his Herbal Medication to cure your disease and put yourself on a motherhood side of life..
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